Me..

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My mind is cluttered,
Careless views clashing into each other!
Crumpled thoughts lay all over..
Creating an air of Utter- Confusion.
I called upon the one,
Sat clamped up at the corner;
Curiously, I questioned her Identity.
Quietly she revealed:
She was Me..

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Submitted with One Stop Poetry- One Shot Wednesday

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Loss

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To laugh, to cry or to whine,
The urge to “emote” is foreign to me.
I now wander in confined solitude-
With no hopes to step out – ever of it.

Doesn’t matter how I live,
Or How I wished to at one time!
And How I too had wanted to celebrate..
My special days, festivals and every other thing!!

My hurt, anguish and pain; words can not describe all.
Neither can they compensate-
The inheritance, possession and that could be!
Expectations dead, I stay mute;

‘Cause I am at a loss of Words..

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Related Posts

• Hopeless Desires
• Vendetta
• A-void-’ance

– Posting it for One Stop Poetry –

 

My Mind is Alive..

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Dreams, Desires, Hopes n wishes,
I’ve lost them all in the lost period.
I do breathe and yet do not live
I was born, but yet am not alive..

I’ve lost my sound, my visions, my faith..
My presence is denied as if I exist no more,
To be here and yet not to be;
As if, I am no more alive..

Designs have blurred, so has my mind;
I move about like a hallucination.
I so now still, hopelessly survive,
And yet, I am not alive..

Mute silence is recreating me!
My numb mind instructing my visions to sing,
As if my resurrection is as sure as Death..
Watch-out My Dear, I am here- I am Alive.

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As I post this in Poetry Potluck, I realized that I have already re- discovered myself! I had gone on a travel and that did it. It had all the signs- I only had to walk down the trail. I am so Glad that I did.. 🙂

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Hopeless Desires

 

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I wish to dance; I wish to laugh,
I wish to enjoy my Life stance..
I don’t have a song; no reason to smile;
Yet, I desire to celebrate..!

I wish to pluck a flower to smell-
Singing around the place in joy.
To open my arms; whirling around,
Realizing rudely they are left blank.

I wish to move my head softly,
Look into your eyes smiling gently.
To be held in your arms n forever..
I wish to love you beyond Eternity!

So much so for my wishes n desires;
I no longer wish to wish for anything..
Stay suspended with all hopes passed-
I now sleepover my mundane Destiny!

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Related Posts

• A-void-’ance
• Vendetta
• Loss

A-void-‘ance

Looking at the Horizon far away,

I wonder; when I would die.

I have lived my Life, enjoying my time;

Of whatever was left of my ill- fate.

I no longer laugh, no longer smile..

The beauty doesn’t awe me anymore!

I wish to now close my eyes,

So I don’t scare myself of the veracities..

A wonderful Dream; alas! Is only a Dream-

Making the transition to the present even bitter.

I wish to now sleep tight forever..

And no more visualize or be jolted to realities!

O Lord of Destiny, take me to a place-

Where nothing exists and is far away..

Friends, Failures, Feelings, Fallacies;

I leave them behind and walk away.

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Related Posts

• A-void-’ance- II
• Loss
• Vendetta
• Hopeless Desires

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This Post/Poem wins the The Perfect Poet Award for week- 33/November, 2010

The Perfect Poet Award- Week- 33, November- 2010

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I have moved on-

Leaving the void behind..

Alienating it; making it feel unwanted..

It sits alone, left out n wasted;

Calls n crying,

Staring at a new Me..!!

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Other Awards

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