..
I dreamt of Him again.. (sigh)
Him holding Me close.. (alas)
I leaning, against Him.. (..)
Him holding me tight.. (I wish)
..
Sweet little memories of Him are back..!!
(Haunting me), Making me Blush yet again.
Him has failed Me just too often..
(But) for Now, all I have in my mind- is Him.
(Hopeless..!!)
..
Afternote: Love is not my forte- I had only groaned!! I didn’t know that a dream would make me write this..
Related Post- I dream of Him..
Some more dedicated to HIM-
HIM is very much around
~*~*~
Submitted for Friday Flash 55
Olivia's In- Mind Whirls.. 
Mar 12, 2011 @ 15:38:10
(Umm) The Him of my life haunts me any which way… (sigh)
But that’s the one thing I don’t mind (yaayyy)
The lesser Hims may rest (wwhhheeww) 🙂
Gee… After waking up, you wrote so beautifully… I am just wondering what if you could sleep-write!! 🙂
Bless ya, gal!!!
Dream good… but dream on.. eventually, those dreams will get better (fingers crossed)
Till then, here:
xoxooxox
Mar 12, 2011 @ 15:45:58
One darn good Kavita I have with me 😉
I too feel I should sleep- write. Often I get dreams that help me write. This is nothing new. I learnt a few song lyrics in this way.. !! People would not believe me- that’s when I decided it’s time I write all about how it has been with me..
Only this morning I dreamt of pigeon n there was one in my hand- a white one.. of course I didn’t grub him. I would say it was him (and not HIM) because it swelled beneath its beak.. squawk!!
Thank you for all your love n wishes.. It means world to me! I have really lost count how much I owe you- but then.. do I? hehehehe
mwaaaaah xoxox
Mar 12, 2011 @ 10:29:40
The “Him”s of our lives have a way of moving into our minds forever.
Mar 12, 2011 @ 16:17:32
You said it Pat!! sigh!!
Hugs xxx
Mar 12, 2011 @ 05:28:31
Amusing (in a good way), effective piece.
Mar 12, 2011 @ 16:16:57
Thank you Steve.. 🙂
Mar 12, 2011 @ 04:10:36
Like the song-like quality that almost makes the Him a Hymn. The interjections in parenthesis add personality to the lyrics. Very nicely done.
Mar 12, 2011 @ 16:07:42
Thank you so much Dustus! I so appreciate your liking it!!
Love xx
Mar 11, 2011 @ 22:32:08
Aint love grand? It’ll certainly mess with your dreams, at any rate.
Mar 11, 2011 @ 22:38:35
hahaha- I know what you mean 🙂
Smiles xx
Mar 11, 2011 @ 21:20:54
Uh-oh! You’ve spilled our little secret… now everybody will know you were dreaming about me!
(Yeah, right… having nightmares! LOL!)
Nice 55, Olivia!
Mar 11, 2011 @ 22:37:55
lolsss
Eric, aren’t you cute? hahahaha I really don’t think dreaming of you would be nightmarish 😉
Thanks for the laugh!
Hugs xx
Mar 11, 2011 @ 18:16:55
smiles. sounds like Him has quite the gravity….very romantic eh?
Mar 11, 2011 @ 20:48:42
hahaha.. 1st crush you know 🙂
lolss
Mar 11, 2011 @ 17:53:16
Olivia….
Your longing and dreaming is so Romantic.
I feel your emotion.
Excellent 55 My Friend.
Thanks for playing, and have a Kick Ass Week-End
Mar 12, 2011 @ 15:48:18
Gee Thanks 🙂
Gosh, I am smiling like a fool myself- still!
Mar 11, 2011 @ 17:20:31
Happens so often !
Well written 🙂
Mar 11, 2011 @ 17:21:31
LOLsss 😀
Love xox
Mar 11, 2011 @ 17:23:11
Where is you 55..?
Mar 11, 2011 @ 20:49:05
Thanks G-man 🙂
Couldn’t wait to join in!!
You too have a nice weekend xx
Mar 11, 2011 @ 16:20:21
I can feel the push and pull of Him here. Cheers.
Mar 11, 2011 @ 17:00:28
hehehe
Cheers Belinda!!
Mar 11, 2011 @ 14:13:05
An excellent write. Great romance.
Mar 11, 2011 @ 17:00:04
Romance.. you bet! Thanks for stopping by 🙂
Oct 29, 2010 @ 20:38:02
Firstly, thanks for the invite and the gracious comments. 🙂
I love this piece! The contradictions are beautiful and heartbreaking all at once. I too dream of my Him as that’s the only way I know to truly have Him 😉 Here’s to all the ‘Him’ s that inspire poignant pieces! And here’s to you for a wonderful read!
Oct 31, 2010 @ 14:47:56
Such beautiful feelings that’s conveyed through your words.. Thanks a very big bunch.. 🙂
Oh yeah- these “HIMs” hardly have any idea what’s going around- but nevermind that- maybe that’s how it works- I crib about Him and they all praise- LOLss
I am eager to see you link and participate.. Loads of Love My Dear- xox
Oct 28, 2010 @ 00:01:10
What is sweeter than dreams to occupy one’s thoughts? Thank you for inviting me, Olivia.
Oct 28, 2010 @ 00:33:10
You are just so very welcome Dear- Thanks for stopping by!!
Loads of wishes and Love xox
Oct 26, 2010 @ 23:20:09
Ah…It is the dream realm that surprises us the most…I love the concept of writing about “capital” H him…adds a archetypal feel to this man/relationship/experience….
First CG Jung created the Demon Lover Archetype
Then
Olivia brought to light the dynamic Him archetype!! (you will go down in archetypal,depth psychology history…)
I look foward to reading more Him poems…i already relate based upon some of my life experiences…and dreams
Oct 26, 2010 @ 23:33:55
Lovely Annie-
I am surprised- really.. * Blush *
I love occult- if that has anything to do with it- if you look at the tags- his complete name beginning with “Him” is also included!! Again, I am super- flattered Annie!! And definitely I like to research, dig, carve and so on.. since you do a lot of mind- reading, I guess you I have to say- you are very good at it..
I have hardly started writing and here I have some of the mind- blowing compliments.. 🙂 xxx
I have also included some dreams in the same blog too..
Oct 26, 2010 @ 23:16:25
very romantic piece Olly.. where is Him now? near yet far or something?
My Potluck Is Here
Oct 26, 2010 @ 23:35:25
Him is no where around- he floated away each time we hit each other!! Nevermind that.. I should be charging him since he is popular because of Me.. 🙂
Oct 26, 2010 @ 09:29:30
I can’t help reading this and thinking the dream version is a much better one than the real one.
There was a lightness here that I really enjoyed, Olivia.
Oct 26, 2010 @ 14:18:54
You bet Talon.. it was a softer one- quite contrary to my usual writes.. 🙂
Thankyou for stopping by Dear.. xx
Oct 26, 2010 @ 08:52:14
Sorry it was only a dream, but happy you wrote a lovely poem. Him would surely be a lucky Him. 🙂
Oct 26, 2010 @ 14:17:57
Thank you Tracy 🙂
The dream was as lovely as my burning desire to play around with him this time around.. xoxox
Oct 26, 2010 @ 07:52:58
The contradictions are interesting and real. Good job, Olivia.
Oct 26, 2010 @ 14:11:43
I had known Jamie that would read the finer essence- like you do always.. 🙂 xx
Oct 26, 2010 @ 01:50:02
What a lovely sweet memory. I think it’s awesome that a dream helped you with this poem. I admit I was dreading this topic as well!
Mine is here. http://razzamadazzle.wordpress.com/2010/10/24/missouri-1907/
Oct 26, 2010 @ 14:10:51
Hi Teresa Darling!!
LOLsss at this age I still dread writing about Love- LOLsss
Had it been not because of this dream, I would have been zapped- obviously!! 😀 Loads of Love xx
Oct 26, 2010 @ 01:40:50
best part of loving someone is even when they are gone from our lives or something their memories can bring us happiness again 😀
Cheers!!!
my pots 😀
Oct 26, 2010 @ 14:08:21
Yeah- excepting that major chunk of Him’s memories are bitter..
I soon would be dropping by to taste your dishes.. 🙂 xxx
Oct 26, 2010 @ 00:30:05
nice how you emphasize Him in each line….relates how important He is…bkm
Oct 26, 2010 @ 14:06:38
Hey Barbara- really, Him has become an over- rated celebrity now- I better be claiming some share to myself.. 🙂 xxx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 23:27:06
Ha ha, I like how the angels have their cheeks pressed against each other.. 😉 Funny and dreamy words as usual, Olivia.. !
Oct 26, 2010 @ 00:19:11
Thanks Rachana sweets.. BTW, in my dream he had hugged me at my back like the Dracula in the related dream post..!! Loads of Love xx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 21:13:38
Better to have a dream than nothing at all. Nice work!
Oct 25, 2010 @ 23:06:51
That’s right Eric- hold on to whatever you have- the sweeter the better..!! xx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 20:04:13
Ah, a crush– all the giddiness of love w/out the follow-through, good or bad. You might enjoy the perspective of my 1st entry, not being a love-poem person either. I’m 14 & 17 on the list.
Oct 27, 2010 @ 14:56:19
That’s one of the most beautiful one that I have read this potluck..
Very satiny and yet real..
I am glad you stopped by to put in your words here.. 🙂
Thankyou Love xoxox
Oct 25, 2010 @ 19:33:03
I’ve had plenty of crushes myself, but there’s only one for me now-a-days. Crushes are seeds dear, plant them and see what they’ll grow into.
Oct 25, 2010 @ 19:48:02
I so agree Dear.. Each time I tried to, “Him” had crushed them himself so lifelessly.. I would love to return the favor someday very soon on my own.. 🙂 Thanks for stopping by- xx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 19:08:56
Don’t know.. but some people are much better people in our own world of thoughts.. and nothing wrong in being with their better selves to make life a little happier.. very well written and thoughtout.. wow! A standing ovation to you on this creation..
Oct 25, 2010 @ 19:35:30
Ramesh ji, It’s an honor to read a comment like yours here and from you!!
You said it- some people are better in thoughts instead of in our real lives.. HIM happens to be one of them.. It definitely took a very long time to achieve this state of only keeping “his” good things in my mind- glad I did..!!
Warm wishes.. Thank you so much.. 🙂
Oct 25, 2010 @ 18:59:09
he must be a blushing flattered pot by now haha!
Oct 25, 2010 @ 19:36:10
haha- Him isn’t aware of this- he had run off like a hog had long back..!! Thank you for stopping by.. 🙂
Oct 25, 2010 @ 18:52:47
Don’t you love it when a dream gives you a poem? Sorry about the let downs, though.
Oct 25, 2010 @ 19:37:05
Oh yes Victoria- It let me write something whereby I thought it wasn’t my forte- I feel “victorious”.. 🙂
Thankyou for your words Dear- Love xxx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 18:28:36
Extremely crafty! Glad that a bluebird invaded your dream and left you with a little something that produced such a nice read!
Oct 25, 2010 @ 19:37:44
hahaha..
Thankyou Anthony.. It was what I had dreamt about HIM.. 🙂 Love- xoxox
Oct 25, 2010 @ 16:48:59
Yup, we’ve all been there, haven’t we. It’s only worrying when it lasts and lasts!!!
Oct 25, 2010 @ 16:58:24
hahaha.. Jess, I am enjoying it- really.. You know why- because I am completely indifferent now.. otherwise his real ugliness would have kept me bothering.. It’s better this way, i am enjoying the brighter side at least.. LOLsss
Hugs Dear.. xxx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 15:14:26
Amazing…
Loved it…I can relate to it..
In my case though..it’s HER… 🙂
Oct 25, 2010 @ 16:28:22
LOLsss
Thank you Sumit 🙂
xx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 13:26:26
Special and wonderfully written, perfect read=P Happy Poetry Potluck!^^~
Oct 25, 2010 @ 13:37:01
To you too Sweetheart.. Happy Poetry Potluck..!! xx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 10:11:01
Happy Potluck Olivia …I already commented here 🙂 but again I loved it!
Oct 25, 2010 @ 10:17:33
Blaga Sweetbun, mwaaah..
Wishing you a very Happy Potluck.. A nice and a warm Morning (given the fact that the winters around) howabout at your end- is it Fall or winters already knocking??
Loads of Love.. xxx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 09:44:12
Now this is a sweet poem, I could feel the almost teenage angst and pure love mixed into this piece. I can always count on you to get something out that makes me recall great feelings just like this! Thanks for sharing!
Oct 25, 2010 @ 09:51:45
Thanks Leiffy.. 🙂 Aah this one went on beyond teenage hit- Infact we didn’t get to hit it then.. I so wish that I get to now.. LOLsss.. Glad you liked it.. Where’s your Link Dear..?
Loads of Love xxxx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 09:06:25
sweet and touching words.
love him more,
he is the one you adore…
awesome job.
Glad to see you red with love.
xxx
Oct 25, 2010 @ 09:38:15
hahaha..
I am cornered now- amn’t I..? LOLsss.. The truth is far from any thing beautiful.. I just happened to dream of him; I thought why not give it a try! Atleast I’ll make “love- songs” too..
Yeah.. blushing.. why not? Let me savor the compliments.. I mean I definitely loved him- so what if he may not have- or did he..?
xxxxx
Mar 11, 2011 @ 21:55:42
wish you good luck..
keep dreaming, if your dreams don’t come true, then hope that you find something better to think or dream.
Happy Friday,
Oct 22, 2010 @ 19:20:21
a cute poem just like the cherubs.
dreams are strange affairs. when i was in school a girl used to dream of ravi shastri wooing her like crazy. it was so cute to listen to her.
Oct 22, 2010 @ 20:38:22
LOLsss..
Very right- Dreams are so surreal.. moving just in between the reality and almost a reality (virtuality)
It was definitely a lovely one.. I am still floating.. hehe xx
Oct 22, 2010 @ 12:30:34
your posts are just amazing reading…. what life has taught us so far and much beyond that…
Oct 22, 2010 @ 12:47:13
Thankyou so much Swaty- I knew you were reading- too glad that you posted your words here for Me.. 😀
Oct 22, 2010 @ 12:28:42
Your posts are just out of this world, very near to what life has taught us so far and much more to go….
Oct 22, 2010 @ 12:47:58
“Out of the world.. ” So sweet of you.. Thanks a very big bunch for posting one for Me.. 😀 xx
Oct 22, 2010 @ 12:08:43
I hope this Him knows how special you are! Lovely post Olivia dear 🙂 !
Oct 22, 2010 @ 12:27:33
LOLssss..
HIM happens to be my 1st crush- almost an affair- always bumping into each other after many years- never really meeting.. 🙂
I don’t think he would be surprised to note that I write now.. Chances are he would be stoned since I have written about him too!! Let’s see how it shapes up.. 😀
Thankyou for liking it- xxx